Counting down.. 6 weeks

We were watching a movie on HBO and there was a scene where the wife was leaving the husband cos she was merajuk-king with him. And i was taunting husband about how unreasonable the man is when he turned and say, "Wow, look at that. All the husband's clothes are nicely folded!'. Ho ho ho... Ooooo-kay. Well, why dont you just carry your son then!

Very takde kena mengena, i know. So im folding baju now. My favouritest items to fold are my pretty colourful underwears and t-shirts. Least favourite are husband's pants and shirts. I use to fold clothes with Mak. But i will only fold the easy ones and let her fold the shirts and pants. I miss her so much.

My sister's future sister-in-law and bestfriend had just given birth. Her daughter is sooooo beautiful and chubby! I am so jealous. I really cant wait till my baby boy is here so that i can hold him. I hope my baby will be just as chubby. Its funny, before pregnancy i told myself that when i get pregnant i will eat EVERYTHING i want. I am already fat so it doesnt matter.

Now that im pregnant, i cant even do that. I mean i can eat anything (that doesnt harm the baby) but i just dont. One is because i just dont have the appetite and two because i dont know how to cook the things that i want to eat. I can try and cook them but its so darn tiring when after two hours, the food didnt turn out like food and is not edible at all.

Even when we go out i dont know what to eat. I am so fussy about food. I was paranoid before being pregnant, now i am even more paranoid. I dont eat at food courts(cos i dont really trust that the food is clean enough), and when i eat at restaurant i have a long list of things i dont eat. Like noodles(cos i dont trust that they wash the noodle properly), seafood (cos they are usually not fresh but it depends on the place too sometimes), chicken (cos im sick of Kenny Rogers and Nando's), rice fried or whatever (cos its so ordinary), roti canai (am sick of eating that nearly every day from that mamak shop near Megan Ave).. I really dont know what to eat.

I do like waffles and curly fries now and Sweet and Sour Chicken (wing only. husband eats the drumlet part) from Pizza Hut. Ooohhh.. i just remembered that i also like Uncle Lim's porridge. We tried that at One Utama and its soooo good. Hmmm... yum. We should go there tomorrow and eat that.

Now that i am thinking about food, i think if i am in singapore there are a lot of food that i would probably eat. Like the absolutely yummy Seafood Hor Fun from Bedok Chai Chee Restaurant or Kway Teow Seafood from the same place. Ooohhh.... and the pratas (any kind cos they are sooo good) from Bedok walk, Chicken Murtabak from Arab Street, Chee Cheong Fan from Banquet, garlic tea and karipap daging (they are the best, really) from Tanjong Pagar Railway Station, rojak mama from anywhere (cos there is none here), and of course my mom's sambal tumis udang and telur, kway teow goreng, kuah lemak lodeh... Sigh. I miss home. I miss Singapore.

Hopefully after giving birth i would be able to go back home more often. There is really no place like home. No matter how constricting and stuffy Singapore can be sometimes but i guess there is no place like it.

Hungry now. Going to raid the kitchen.